Monday, November 29, 2004Y
alamak ...
haha ... i got a new template for my blog n it's so cute ... but one thing , it cant display chinese words , my previous song lyrics r gone ... nvm , i go try to change the settin , but now wonder how to do it ... been facing the com very long liao ... haiz , eyes pain ... one day , i will go learn to make a whole new template jus for myself ... haha ! tat will b very long ba ... cos when u r using tis , u dunno who use it oso ... so like not special liao ... mayb i too fussy ... but wat shock me the most is tat ris n qi got blog liao ... haha , they never tell me ... i noe they say going to create one ... but wa, their one so the nice ... i like iris one ... very art i think , i got try searchin for the templates tat the *cookie* person had made ... wa , all so nice n cute lor ... i got download one , but think if use den me n ris become not so special le ... esp is tat ris find first one , so i continue searchin n haha , i found tis ... actually i got dl another one oso , but tat one got to make a alot of changes , so tis one better ... hee ...
finally , i am feelin better these few days ... my mum cuts down on her naggin (tat's of cos , cos i din go out at all) , but she n my dad quarrel until like zhen qing de ah gui n xianghai ... a bit worry at tat time , but i tell my dad to cheer up no matter wat n tell him tat girls r like tat one , need u to coax ... haha ... den me n him oso ok lor ... he msg n call me yday ... tell me not to think too much ... haiz , think i feel numb le ba , i mean cryin for 2 days like tat enough for me le ... i dun wan to think too much now ...
but however , my poly friends r going out today for dinner , n once again , i am stuck at hm ... think kai xin oso can figure out la ... wan to go , but my mum already prepare everythin for dinner le ... she say cook somethin special ... mayb is me ba , i think i become mor n mor timid in askin her whether i can go out anot ... everytime i see her , the words jus cant come out frm the mouth ... haha ... like choke like tat ... my holiday going to b over soon , hope i can reali enjoy myself these few days ... it's been some days since i last see my sec friends n a month like tat to my poly friends ... hope when i go back , i wun feel drifted away ... haiz ! hao la ... think postive ok ... jia you ...
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