Saturday, November 20, 2004Y
restless ...
爱我别走 ...
我到了这个时候还是一样 夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤我不敢想的太多 因为我一个人 迎面而来的月光拉长身影漫无目的地走在冷冷的街 我没有你的消息因为我在想你 爱我别走 如果你说 你不爱我不要听见你真的说出口 再给我一点温柔 爱我别走如果你说 你不爱我 不要听见你真的说出口再给我一点温柔 我到了这个时候还是一样夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤 我不敢想的太多因为我一个人 迎面而来的月光拉长身影漫无目的地走在冷冷的街 我没有你的消息因为我在想你 爱我别走 如果你说 你不爱我不要听见你真的说出口 再给我一点温柔爱我别走 如果你说 你不爱我 不要听见你真的说出口再给我一点温柔 (music) 爱我别走 如果你说 你不爱我不要听见你真的说出口 再给我一点温柔 爱我别走如果你说 你不爱我 不要听见你真的说出口 再给我一点温柔
候鸟 ...
出海口已经不远 我丢着空瓶许愿海与天连成一线 在沙洲对你埋怨芦苇花白茫一遍 爱过你短暂停留的容颜南方的冬天 我的心却无法事过境迁你觅食爱情的那一张脸 过境说的永远随着涨潮不见 变成我记忆里的明信片 你的爱飞很远 像候鸟看不见 在湿地的水面 那伤心乱成一遍 你的爱飞很远 像候鸟季节变迁 我含泪面向着北边 出海口已经不远 我丢着空瓶许愿 海与天连成一线 在沙洲对你埋怨 芦苇花白茫一遍 爱过你短暂停留的容颜 南方的冬天 我的心却无法事过境迁 你觅食爱情的那一张脸 过境说的永远 随着涨潮不见 变成我记忆里的明信片 你的爱飞很远 像候鸟看不见 在湿地的水面 那伤心乱成一遍 你的爱飞很远 像候鸟季节变迁 我含泪面向着北边 你的爱飞很远 像候鸟看不见 我站在河岸边 被树丛隔离想念 你的爱飞很远 像候鸟季节变迁 你往北向南说再见 再(见)再见
haha ... the first song is by zheng zhan yue n it's reali a very nice song ... currently crazy over it ... the second one is by S.H.E ... their new song , haven heard b4 , but jun say is nice ... of cos ! the tune is made by jay ! haha ... the lyric is woah ... hee ... by vincent aka fang wen shan ...
today mornin is so terrible for me ... my mum wake me up , n straight away got a scoldin frm her ... cos of yday i return late hm ... excuse me , 11 very late meh ... somemor i one week never go out le , n oso not like frm mornin to nite ... is late afternoon den get out one ma ... i reali hate her ... she say my friends agian ... first say li jun , say heard her 'oh , her mum call to nag at her hm again' ... say we all like ye mao zi ... tell me to ask all my friends parent n see whether they like their kids to go back hm late ma ... den she say iris ... say she alreadi fail den jus becos she finish her a maths paper need to celebrate until so late meh ... say her mum will b very angry one ... den she continue to scold n scold ... den she say all of them r not my gd friends ... gd friends will tell each other to go hm early so as to not let parents worry , gd friends pt out faults , gd friends will wat wat wat ... ah la , can she stop sayin my friends ... if they r not my gd friends den who is ... someone who becos i late a few mins n keep usin harsh words to say me , or someone who jus say hi n bye to me when meet , or someone who say tis n tat when u help her to order some fd ... she say like tat , makes me feel tat i actually dun have any gd friends ... is tis wat she tryin to say ... almost scold the f word out to her ... is like i jus wake up , still lyin on my bed n she attack me like tat ... say i dun behave like a student , say i dun bahave like a witnesses (tat's wat we call for our religion) ... den wat i behave like , some ah lian is it ... wat the ... she think she so pro huh ... ask her how she treat my dad la ... den she oso sometimes go back hm very late wat , near 12 , n is like her hp cant b reach tat kind ... so y can she say me when she is actually like tat ... she think tat her friends is the best la ... but they oso not perfect wat ... frm wat i see , some of them like dun like another ppl , some of them very picky , some of them like u muz eat wat they cook or else they will give u tat kind of face ... so ... my friends r imperfect wat , so y is she askin so much , is not like they ask me to smoke or wat ... den she already so not trust my poly friends , n now beginnin to attack my sec friends , which r my close friends ... haiz , think my another 10% of willpower will b gone soon ... jus gald tat i din cry when she left my room later ... still a bit strong ... i reali hate her now ... i hate when she everytime use friends to say me ... she say she give me freedom alot mor le , but i dun think so ... she say until like iris very jia lat like tat , say until like she will fail is becos she always go out n yet late hm ... stop critisizing (dunno got spellin error anot) my friends ... they r the one who give me support n not her ... she is the one who is always makin me cry ... she is the one who brings me pain n kill my strength to live on ... i remember when i was young , ard kindergarden tat time , i always get beaten by her , n i go to sch , my clasmates will always ask me y i got those scars ... n i remember i used to hide in a small corner to cry after she beat me ... at tat time , i already got those ideas of killin myself or runnin away frm hm ... jus tat i din got the courage cos i was still so small ... n oso i cant get out the hse alone tat time ... come to think of tat , i dun feel my mum's love at tat time alreadi ... they always say tat is becos they care n love u , tat's y they will beat or scold u ... but as u slowly think , tis kind of sayin a bit wrong ... mayb once a while still ok , but if u continue like tat , n not wantin to find out wat's the real prob (y is he/she like tat) , den tat's means tat u dun reali wan to care ... woah , typin my past actually can make me cry ... i always dream of her killin me , or abondonin me , n i always cry in the dream n u woke up , findin tat u reali cry as well (the pillow is so wet!) ... haha , i have never dream of my dad killin me or wat ... so sometimes , i dun reali understand ... is she the one givin me prob , or me givin her prob ... nvm , let's not tok abt tis anymor ...
yday went out with my bunch of friends , n we watch incredibles ... not bad , better than shark tales , very action pack , but if they can cut off some long conversation , i think tis movie will b better , or i can say best ... when we sit down at burger king , we start to talk abt our future ... attendin each other weddin , open a cafe on our own , all so fun ... den jing start to ask the qn on how u define love ... none of us can reali give an ans ... but when i got hm n start to think , i think love is very emotional ... one sec it can let u feel tat u r the luckiest gal on earth , but can oso one sec make u feel so miserable ... love let u taste all the different kind of flavour u can taste of ... sweet , sour , bitter , spicy , salty ... is jus like some fd ... love is soemthin u wan to share with with ur partner every second of ur life ... but tis does not mean seein each other everyday ... love is complicated , n yet simple at the same time ... is how u view n think abt it ... love is ur next best friend ... the greatest love is actually not to die with him , but to continue livin for him ... woah , suddenly i feel like i am a poet or wat like tat ... haha ... jus hope tat everyone of us can find love n those tat last forever ... den i can attend weddin le ... yeah ! for me ah , unless my mum is not ard with me , or else i think i will find the right one very late or mayb none ... haha ! he ah , husband material ma i dunno , but sometimes i reali hope to settle down with him lor ... haha , den like tat i think by the time i 20 years ole can get married le ... haha ... continue to dream ba ...
hao le la , think i have write very very long enough ... a bit too long ... hope when i publiah can see the chinese song lyric ... i copy n paste one ... haha ...
5:51 AM
