Saturday, November 27, 2004Y
wat's wrong with me ...
haha ... saw my friends blog jus now ... ok , let's say jing first ... oh my , after readin her blog , feel like cryin ... mayb every relationship has its prob ... haiz ! me too , got some prob with him ... ok , den see grace blog le ... wa , she change skin le ... i oso wanna change !! haha ! now talkin phone with iris ... haiz , my cough n flu still haven totally recover ... lucky my ear does not hurt like yday le ...
thurs went out with him , longest hrs ba ... cos he work half shift ma , so later i go down find him lor ... we went to watch the movie 'shutter' ... it was nice n of cos the nicest is tat i can hug him when i scared ... hee ... but when we abt to go hm , i tell him my religion thing le ... he din say anythin much , onli say will respect my decision ... haiz , i oso dunno wat to do ... den the saddest is tat he din call me after his work , even a sms oso dun have ... mayb i too wat le ba , but den ... haiz ... i cry the whole nite yday ... is like i feel he actually very mind , but he jus din say it out onli ... is like he is avoidin mi like tat ... he say he yday work mornin shift , den ard 7 he will usually call one , but den he din call ... so i tot he jus forget to call or wat ... den when yday i go hm ard 10 plus , i jus try callin him on his singapore hp , n to my surprise , it actually can work ... i mean it actually still available ... haiz ... dun wan to say anymor ... my heart reali hurts lor ... heart break ...
k la , continue sayin i will cry de , jus concentrate on talkin phone ba ...
3:58 PM
