Wednesday, December 01, 2004Y
brand new month ...
ha , dec le ... 4 mor days for sch ... sian ! i am tired of going back , haha , same as aileen ba ... but mayb go back see friends not bad la ... but i am reali tired of studyin le , even though i am still interested in interior design ... haiz ... i think tis year reali bad for us ... poor grades (me included) , parents naggin all gettin worse , relationship , some personal stuff , all unhappy one ... when will we have a happy endin for everyone ... let's jus hope tat 2005 will b happy ba ... come to think of happy year , i think 2001 is the most happy for me ba ... even though it did happen some unhappy things , but u noe , everyone was there ... now , we wan to b there oso hard , cos different sch le ... den holiday oso very messy , some have practice , some cant get out often like me , some got other reasons ... haiz ... yday heard frm iris some bad news ... which i oso learn frm the blog too ... jus wanna say , do cheer up girl ... mayb jus try to look on the bright side , even though it seem so dim ... anythin we r jus a call away ... i noe u muz b very tired le , so take a gd rest n start everythin again ... sounds tough but we r all behind to support ok ... remember last time when u read my blog n u msg me tell me to cheer up ... n write a joke abt jay ... i reali apperciate it u noe ... even though some ppl help me to think of the ans ... haha ... wan to msg u , but thinkin tat msgin u might give u some stress , so i type it here ... when u read it , hope can see a slight smile frm u , a big wide one will b even better ... ^__^ ... hee ... now , everyone got their own prob ... sometimes i dunno how to help even , think i somehow haven seen them for months like tat ... i am trap at hm ... but today going out with jun to buy some things n mayb go repair my bracelet ... den go return taka pass n i will have nothin to do with them anymor ... haha ... anw , jus wanna tell all my friends somethin ... mayb type one b one better ... first ris , think u muz have plan ur 2005 le , n mayb still scared wat is ahead , but dun worry k ... we will b there ... n let's chat phone again soon ... remember we always have adventure going out after our tt ... hee , miss those times ... jing , noe u muz b feelin very down since tat day , but wan u to noe tat we r all here ... u wan to cry or wat we will lend u a shoulder ... i noe forgettin is hard , cos i got try to forget someone too , but jia you ok ... jun , i dunno how's u n ur dad , mayb going out today den i will noe le , but jus wanna say if anythin happen , i will always b there de , like u always b there for me like tat ... i always remember u as a happy go lucky person when i first met u ... hee ... qi , miss those days when we workin , it's tat time when i noe u better n mor close with u ... even though we seldom tok on phone , but jus wan to say 'u can call me oso de' ... haha ! noe u r sad with some things oso , but cheer up k ... tok , think mayb u r facing some family prob again , n we no longer can sit beside each other n chat le , but when we meet n u feel like telllin someone ur prob , we will all b there de ... jus pick n choose ... hee ! nes , though now i still not very very close with u , so i dunno wat's happenin to u ... but jus in case anythin happen , we r here ok ... yixin , dun even noe u noe tis blog ma , but den wan to wish u havin gd grades ok ... u always seem the toughest among us , i admire tat ... but dun think things to urself if u have prob ok ... xinyi , oso dunno u noe tis blog ma , but wan to say i miss those times in sec 2 ... so cute n fun ... haven seen u for quite long le , how r u anw ... hope u r doing real fine ok ... miss ya ... bohui , jie jie ... do u miss playin tt in sec sch ... i miss a little bit ... the part when i play with u all , n we both always tryin to break our record ... got anythin or prob , muz tell us k ... n lastly grace ... think i have write some things for u le , but still wan to say cheer up ... ganbatte ... n through art , i finally get to noe u better , n now like a best friend to me le ... though we r both quite lame in differnet way , but den it's fun , isn't it ... chyi yeu ah ... i dun wan to say la ... i think she muz b enjoyin herself with kids n i here wan to wish her well oso lor ...
yday go JB see him le ... somemor in the bus got sometime sit beside me ... den he ask me i holiday liao rite ... but it's not like last time le , we cant keep our conversation long ... jus short n simple , straight to the pt ... everytime i see him n her , heart break ... but not as serious as him hurtin me ... i miss those times too ... i remember when we see each other , we always smile with each other one ... n is like he dun smile to alot of ppl ... but now everythin change le ... he got her , i got him le ... but my tat him dunno can last how long ... even can last long , den wat abt my mum ... always thinkin of tis prob ... k la , i have to go vacuum floor , den go bathe n go out with jun le ...
11:51 AM
