Friday, December 03, 2004Y
enough ...
ENOUGH ! ENOUGH ! ENOUGH ! i had enough !
breakin down sooner or later ... jus leave me alone ...
if u think watever u say dun have an impact on me , now i tell u , it did ! stop naggin at me , stop screamin at me , stop ur everythin ... stop sayin hurtful words , stop sayin my friends , stop ur way of thinkin , cos i am now suffocating like hell ... i wish i have type tis earlier , but den my words will b mor harsh ... mayb i will even scold some vuguar words out ... y does she have to do tis to me , i am her daughter , not her maid ... i think she treat my dog like daughter ... she is jus tryin to cage me back again ... i wan my freedom ! my mind is full of hatred jus now ... i can throw or break anythin at tat time , but in the end , i jus sit on my bed n stare to the wall ... my whole heart is so numb ... no feelin , onli hatred ... my dad can see tat i am veri unhappy , n ya , i finally manage to fix my bracelet , but halfway with me breakin down into tears in between ... AH ! is after i watch my singapore idol den i got better , with a short nap too ... ya , taufik was gd , but sly 'i dream' moved me ... i dun feel like writin wat my mum say , it's actually very short , but deep impact ... n the most funny is , she dunno how i feel after tat , she dun even noe i am feelin damn down jus now ... k , i am not in the mood of talkin now ...
10:58 PM
