Saturday, January 29, 2005Y
actually nothin much oso ...
haiz ... jus feel sian , oso long time never write le , so come update a while ... hee ... got some things wan to tell some ppl ... so i think i will write here ...
mel : hee , too bad last time when they celebrate ur bday , i not there ... cos at hm doin P1 ... jus feel glad tat everythin seems better for u le ... u n him oso like very gd le ... so very happy for u ... keep on wantin to buy a present for u , but no time to shop ... haha ... hope to giv u when sch reopen tat week ... anw , do jia you together in our studies ...
kai xin : noe u unable to read tis , but still write ... noe we 2 r very stress now , n i very glad u same class with me , so tat we can slack or work hard together ... haha ... we muz not let kk disappointed ok , even though i thnk i did ... seein others model make me think tat mine r jus nothin ... haiz ... anw , urs reali improve alot , no wonder kk say not bad ...
qi : long time never tok le ... noe u r feelin stress cos can see , but wan u to noe tat if u wan to tok , can call me one ... even though i might not noe anythin abt jc stuff , but u can tok , i can listen ... hee ...
ris : think u still hate ur sch , but hey , no matter wat muz hang on ... cos i noe u can do it one ... if u r free , jus call me , esp at nite , cos i got free incomin ma ... haha ... wan to noe mor abt u ... n still wonderin have u forgotten him , if haven , it's ok , cos i noe is hard , but jus keep on tryin ...
grace : promise u will call me ... haha ... think u oso very busy with ur sch life ... but jus dun fall sick can le ... take care ...
tok : em , last time heard u cant reali understand ur chem , em ... mayb try thinkin of 4B will help ... haha ... anw , do catch up often ... last thurs meet u oso din tok much ...
chyi yeu : em , write tis becos read ur entry of ur blog ... em ... mayb u reali do care abt us ... em , all i can say is jus try to meet us if u can ... n u reali have a very gd bf ba , think u r feelin so xin fu ... muz continue to b like tat ok ...
bo hui , yi xin n xinyi : haha , sorry i din write a personal one for u all , but i noe jc life do stress a little , but muz keep on runnin , ok ... bo hui , hope to see u sooc , cos last thurs din see u ... xinyi , very happy to see u on thurs , though we din tok much , but still happy ... next time we play pool together ok ... hee ...
jing : em , think poly oso very stress ba , tis i understand , cos i personally feel it ... haha ... but jus bear with it , will b holiday for u soon ... got chance , come tp again with qi or ris they all ... haha ... or i can go sp even though i noe i sure lost one ... haha ...
nes : how's u n ur xin fu ... haha ... last time u told me happy in love ... r u now ? hee ... hope so ba ... din see u on thurs , hope to see u soon ok ... miss ya ...
jun : once again , mayb the longest for u , think i will get killed ... who tell u to these few days happen so many things ... all i wan to say is , dun listen to wat others say , follow ur heart , cos i noe u r someone i think can make a rite decision ... honest speakin , i noe how u feel n almost everythin , ya , n i agree he is sweet , esp the poem , but em , may give urself mor time ba ... but not too long oso ... cos guys r not tat patient ... mayb u might say den tis kind of guy i oso dun wan le , but the truth is almost all guys r like tat ... is like when they noe u a bit like them or wat , they will still woo u , but after a while , if u still din give an ans , they will give up cos they will think u dun like them le ... n dun regret by tat time ... is diff case of a guy like a girl who totally dun like him for very long , cos tis guy wan to prove tat he can touch the girl , so he dun mind wasting his time for tat girl ... so try to find an ans fast , not as late as jun ba , cos after tat , i think it will b too late le ... n i dun wan u to regret after tat ... cos like i told u b4 , regret is painful too ... one day , b4 u slp , try to think deep n hard ... noe him mor by going out with him ... see his little actions , tok to him mor topics ... den sit down again to think whether u can trust him anot ... u will definately have an ans comin out one ... dun keep on stayin confused ... love is somethin tat carries alot of risks , but oso somethin tat will create another form of happiness ... jus dun get too influenced by others ... cos diff ppl diff thinkin ... so wat i say u can oso jus take as a comment if u find it not very true ... like wat i say earlier , is u findin a bf , not us ... haha ...
dear dear : haha , dun feel like typin ur name , so write tis instead ... noe u wun read tis , but jus write to express my feelin ... 4 months le ... time reali flies ... i feel like we jus got together not too long ago ... u ask me wat i think abt our future today on ur car ... u ask me whether i think we have a future together ... so sorry i say no ... i noe when u heard it , u muz b thinkin huh like tat ... but u noe , my mum ... so u tell me , ok , let's jus not plan anythin ... we take one step at a time , cos like wat u say , wat we plan always dun turn out to b like tat one ... haha ... sorry last few weeks i get so emotional ... like today wat u say i a bit hai zhi qi ... i agree ... cos i still young wat ... haha ... but these few days , u try to show mor concern , mayb u reali dun wan me to b sad ba ... i hope wat u say to me today is all true n frm the bottom of ur heart ... i reali hope to b in ur hug forever , cos at tat moment , i reali feel very peaceful ... like today , i almost reali slp in ur hug ... mayb i am too tired ba ... but is reali very calmin ... i wan u to noe i reali luv u n will keep on doin so ... n one day i will cook for u one , so dun worry ... haha ... miss u so much now , even though i jus see u today ... hope to grow up fast , n move out , n have my own life ... will my mum get angry , i dun wan to care at tat time le i think ... reali got fed up by her these few days ... dun say sad things le ... u noe , it's almost near a year since we last met ... cos i noe u on 5th of feb i think ... n when i first saw u , haha , everythin is not tat rite ... hee ... noe we will carry on till as long as possible rite ... n i hope i will make u feel happy or the happiest guy on earth ... em , mayb in singapore ... haha ... jus dun forget to giv me a kiss on my cheeks whenever i get the chance to see u ... n thanks for listenin to jay music for me ... i noe u r doin it for me , still tell me to burn jay cd for u ... n now u oso help me to look out for jay , n whenever u hear him on radio , u will try to tell me ... k la , think i write so much for u , u oso cant read ... haha ... but jus thanks tat u these few days try to make mor effort in payin mor attention on me ... even though i still think is not tat enough , but at least u tried ... haha ... muackz ... hope to see u on wed n hope u can come back frm KL to pei me for valentine's ... n tis will b the first time i got someone beside for valentine's day ... still remember i giv u gingerbread man last year ... haha ... n u so bad , throw away me n qi letters ... ("v")
k la , have to go draw some process work , cant slack anymor ... muz work hard ... hope next sem our group of friends will b in the same class for all subj ... hee ... i muz take care n recover soon ... feelin so xin ku ... n ya , thanks for ur today concern when i told u my stomach not feelin well , tis is the first time i tell u tis type of thing ... haha ... feel a bit strange ... n not forgettin jun's milo ... thanks too ... do help a little ... hee ...
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