Welcome to yingyingstar.blogspot.com

- xinying, but can call me lin or ying
- 21 years old at last
- working as interior designer rite now
- born in 5th jun

- him aka dear dear
- my friends
- slp
- listenin to music + singing
- fashion & bridal mag
- shopping
- chatting on phone

- going vacation to many places
- be a tai tai
- the 'IT' bag
- my big snoopy balloon
- iPod touch 16GB
- COACH photoframe keychain
- woodstock crystal
- to love my dear dear always

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haha , seem like long time i never blog le ... haiz ... today jus got a feelin to write soemthin ... mayb i am feelin soem invisible stress tat is buildin inside me ... haha ... ying ah , wat has happen to u , u r not like tat before ... sometimes i wonder y i so lame , is it becos i wan to cover my sadness using jokes ... mayb ... soemtimes , laughter can b fake ... haha , tomoro going to see o , let's see whether his secret is same as mine ma ... n MH too again ... haiz ... sian , i can say ... see le oso cant tok ... no choice , time changes everythin ... hee ... but at least i got him ... i think now most of my friends saw him le ... cos of today ... tok n bohui all see le ... wonder wat they think ... haha ... he reali shock me , is like me n jun chattin away , i din even see him standin there la , is until i find it weird one person is standin there den i turn my head n look at tat person , n i reali got a shock ... cos frm far , he look so dark n like very old la ... haha ... think he read le will kill me ... den first thing he tell me is jay got rumours le ... i noe , tryin to hint me rite ... haha ... k la , think my sis wan to use the com soon ... today go alot of jc , was tired , fun ... but too bad i feel a bit sick during jj , so like very restless ... n few days of guides make me so tired la ... haha ... den went sp for nothin like tat , jing not meetin us in the end ... but meet bohui there ... den went to town n eat n celebrate grace bday ... hope she like the watch ... is fossil again ... haiz , when can i buy a new watch myself ... k la ... hope everyone is happy n have a gd rest today ... muackz for a gd nite kiss ...

haha ... woah ... qi , finally u blog ... haha ... actually tis is mor for u ... actually i shuld thanks u ... cos u r the one who ask tat stupid boss to transfer me to accompany u ... if u din do tat , i wun even noe him lor ... rite ... haha ... but dun tell me give u present ok ... i no money ... haha ... no la ... so all my xin fu now is all thanks to u ... btw , u all muz leave the club soon ok ... n wat dun dare read my blog ... wan a bashin huh ... haha ... anw , hope u n ris r fine , a bit worry for u both u noe ... do take care ... jus a short one first , tomoro got time i will update mor ... n qi , pls update ur blog again often ... dun stop ok ... haha ...

haiz , y am i feelin tis way ... i shouldn't b sad wat , cos i got him ... but y when i read his blog , read until he feel like jioing an ex back , my heart feels hurt n sad ... y ... i tot is so long ago le , y i still feelin tis way ... the sad feelin is not very strong , but i do reali feel a bit sad ... i muz kill tis tot n feelin ... haiz , where r u , i need a hug now ... it's been so long , mayb like wat i say in my very earlier diary , u reali have a position in my heart , but jus cant b found anymor ... very deep le ... n i dun wan to dig it out anymor ... i wan it to b bury even deeper , deep until it's gone ... y ... i dun wan to feel tis way ... v day is comin , actually , the truth is i reali miss _ years ago ... i think i will reali never forget tat ... i jus hope ta now in ur heart , i am still a friend though we din tok often now ... kinda miss old times u noe ... all the fun n laughter , the sweet little things u do ... but is all memories now ... wan to forget but cant ... try for so long le , but still cant ... haiz ... jun always ask me , i tot u forget him liao ... ya , but sometime i jus dunno myself too ... cant b selfish , muz spare a tot for him ... will b unfair to him if like tat ... nvm ... jus keep on tryin my best ... happy to have someone to pei me on v day ... is the first time wor , so muz cherish ...

haiz ... feel like i am being cheated a bit today ... haha ... kai xin thay all say goingt to go sch early in mornin for thee open hse thingg , but den they suddenly msg in the mornin say they dun wan to go le ... but haha , i am alreadi on the bus , somemor at expressway le ... the most funny thing is i actually dun feel angry with them ... haha ... dunno y , i tot tis kind of thing will surely feel angry one , like they put u pigeon tat kind of feelin ... so in the end , i oso lazy to got down the bus , i travel to bedok interchange den go back hm again ... later still need to get out to take pix for my project ... sian ... dunno will go with kai xin or jun ... still wonderin ...