Saturday, February 12, 2005Y
i reali dunno y ...
haiz , y am i feelin tis way ... i shouldn't b sad wat , cos i got him ... but y when i read his blog , read until he feel like jioing an ex back , my heart feels hurt n sad ... y ... i tot is so long ago le , y i still feelin tis way ... the sad feelin is not very strong , but i do reali feel a bit sad ... i muz kill tis tot n feelin ... haiz , where r u , i need a hug now ... it's been so long , mayb like wat i say in my very earlier diary , u reali have a position in my heart , but jus cant b found anymor ... very deep le ... n i dun wan to dig it out anymor ... i wan it to b bury even deeper , deep until it's gone ... y ... i dun wan to feel tis way ... v day is comin , actually , the truth is i reali miss _ years ago ... i think i will reali never forget tat ... i jus hope ta now in ur heart , i am still a friend though we din tok often now ... kinda miss old times u noe ... all the fun n laughter , the sweet little things u do ... but is all memories now ... wan to forget but cant ... try for so long le , but still cant ... haiz ... jun always ask me , i tot u forget him liao ... ya , but sometime i jus dunno myself too ... cant b selfish , muz spare a tot for him ... will b unfair to him if like tat ... nvm ... jus keep on tryin my best ... happy to have someone to pei me on v day ... is the first time wor , so muz cherish ...
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