love ...
actually got a pix to post one ... but muz download things ... ma fan ... haha , so din in the end ... haiz ... these few days mum not hm , but no one is free out to play , so pretty sian ... hee ! but jus hope she go even longer , den i can out mor days n late late go hm ... like yday go hm 11 plus oso no one say anythin ... zhe zhong gan jue zhen shuang ... haha ! my cousin mor powerful , come hm near 1 ... i shuld have done the same thing ... i mean is the onli time i can do it ... i shuld have offer to go watch soccer with him den go hm at 1 ... haha ... it will b so fun ... but second tot , go coffee shop where got fun ... haha ... but yday wasnt a very nice meetin ... i cry in his car again n he din even noe ... cos he was slpin ... zhu ! he was suddenly like a bit angry at me , dun even wan to tok to me like tat ... he even ask whether wan to send me hm early ma ... wat the rite ... but i choose not , i dun wan to go hm n cry like hell ... so choose to stay n hope things will b improved after he wake up ... n it did la ... i try to coax him like some little kid ... haiz , y everythin i am the one givin in ... sob sob ... i mean somethin i do get tired ... like feelin u wan to give up ... but everythin i see his face , his smile , i cannot bring myself to say let's give us a rest ... but luckily was fine after tat ... i tell him next time dun b anyhow angry with me ... i say muz treasure our 6th month together ... haha , i jus told o i like MH b4 n my relationship with him now ... haha , i think he reali damn shock ... wahaha ... ya , back to him ... i think he reali very xiao hai zhi pi qi ... haiz ... i oso got those feelin like he care abt alot of other things den me is next ... like i am jus rankin no.10 impt in his life ... i dunno la , or mayb i think too much ... but i think i din ask alot frm him lor ... i never been to cafe or restaurants , i dun mind , never reali go shoppin , i dun mind too ... but is it being so difficult to jus stay awake for me , go for a stroll ... i hate it lor ... i mean all i ask is simple things ... not those like need to spend huge amt of money ... but tis oso cant b provided ... sian ... read jun blog , i can onli say those ppl is so lovey ... cant b beaten ... hai ya , i think i shuld not complain anymor ... continue to stay strong , anw we ok le lor ... still lovey together oso ... i like the idea of u rentin a hse here den whenever i wan to breathe fresh air away my mum , i can go over there ... but the bad thing is i cant stay over ... or else tis idea will work ... k la , wan to go n do other stuff ... stay strong n b happy ... think tomoro going to buy new hp ... hope can get it ... hee ...
'i don't know where love will take me ...'
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