Saturday, April 23, 2005Y
yawn ...
haha , i feel sleepy ... jus came back frm work , had my dinner , haven reali wash up yet ... lazy ... manage to do 3 today ... left two now ... the single i am still not tat worried , jus scared of the one tat is attached n plannin to get married ... hard to find de wor ... had lunch with dear today , at first wan to go eat mac big breakfast one , but custom jam , so he was late ... reach my hse there exactly 11 like tat ... sob , in the end turn out to eat mac lunch ... 2 mor days will b our 7th month le , woah , long sia ... jus hope can last even longer lor ... haha ! these few days we both r still going on quite smoothly la , n he finally piggyback me for a while today , even though is like 5 sec ... haha , i think i too heavy le ... is like he is walkin down the stairs , i behind him , den i jus suddenly jump n wan him to piggyback me ... at least is better than nothin ... haha , den he complain his back hurt ... den on wed tat day , i oso reali got the feelin of being teng , cos he reali treat me like a baby ... he let me slp on his lap in the car , den like pat me to slp ... like the position of carryin a baby , my head on his arms , den he pat my shoulder like tat ... suddenly at tat pt of time feel very xin fu ... haiz , but wat he say is correct , we might reali not end up together cos of my mum ... my religion ... aiya , feel so stupid ... wan to tell my mum i dun wan to b in it anymor , but like wat o say too , u dun wna to hurt ur mum , make her feel sad , spoil ur relationship with her (even though now oso not tat gd) , but i dun wan to b known as a bad kid or wat ... n wat if my dad disapprove too , den i will b doomed ... haiz ... sometimes i reali hate love , cos is so hard to control ... u noe u shuldn't fall in love at tis pt of time , but wat can we do , it's beyond our reach to control ... anw , next time wheni headin down to orchard , i muz remember to brew some things for him to drink , n make a bottle of fruit juice ... i think he dun eat fruits one lor , no wonder keep complainin tat he feel sick ... aiyo , like young kid like tat ... k la , write mor next time , now i am waitin for my ex boss to reply me n see whether i can help her to work during may ma ... surveyor job is reali a big challenge for me ... hee ...
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