shoppin princess ...
haha , i think i shuld call myself a shoppin princess ... cos i am always buyin things , like wat iris says ... went out one day with jun for a while to buy stuffs for my poly life ... haha , i finally bought my pumps ... is frm x:odus ... jun bought one too ... costs us a bomb , n i have to help jun pay cos is her workin money frm tat survey ... anw , when is tat mediacorp givin mi my money , till now i still haven get my pay ... i am goin broke soon ... somehow , now i jus wish i will see yixin n get some money back frm her ... at least tat money can last me some days ... ok , back to shoppin , ya , i got a red sweet pumps , made of pig's skin ... jun got a brown pumps , different design but oso made frm zhu pi ... haha ... i think we jus kill some pigs ... oops ... my design got 6 colours n her design got 3 colours ... look somehow a little bit the same but both r nice la ... i bought mine at heeren n hers got to go all the way down to PS to get in cos heeren dun have her size le ... after i bought my shoe , when to walk walk at heeren , n i bought a bra at the fling shop , tat shop where the entrance writes 'nude girls inside' ... is black checker , so i consider it as my black bra , hee ... it was quite cute , but it does cost a little bomb ... is jus a little less than 40 bucks , n jun tell me her friend vanessa went to tat shop n buy 4 at one go ... omg , so envy , wahaha ... but she goes with her mum la , but i go with my mum she oso wun buy , she will jus keep on sayin i got alot ... i feel like tellin my mum oh pls , i do got alot , but not all i can wear now , some the size alreadi a bit too small for me ... but she jus wun listen , say one day she bring me to bangkok n buy ... say very cheap there ... haha , when will it be ? after gottin tat bra , we continue to walk a while den we go straight to PS le , but before tat , i went to OG a while to get my nail stickers ... so upon reachin PS , we go n find her shoes , got her size den we bought it ... their plastic bag is a bit horrible la , dun suit their shop image ... they shuld have bags like gripz , looks like high class like tat ... their shoe is all so x n they have tis kind of plastic bag a bit off ah ... den we went to their food court n eat n after tat went hm le ... cos i dun wan to go hm late n i was reali tired after jus shoppin for a while ... we were hm reali reali early la , reach hm at 8 ... first time in my life now ... haha ... next shoppin trip most likely will b with iris to get beach wear n i wan get my mini skirts ... feel like buyin a black skirt ...
yday went out with him , was totally horrible ... the startin was not gd at all le ... mornin he msg n say he very very tired , say can cancel meet me ma ... of cos , i was a little pissed off , cos tis is not the first time le , n we alreadi have not meet for like 2 weeks n he still dun wan to meet ... den nvm , he say meet after i reply , den i tell him dun need to force himself if he is too tired , den he say he alreadi wake up so nvm la ... was a little mor glad tat he tries to put in effort ... but i jus cant get back the happy mood at tat time ... so when i see him , he say i givin him tat sian sian look again ... say like tat he might as well dun meet me ... fine , later we went to watch movie ... watch the chucky movie , was damn boring actually , i reali almost fall aslp ... den later we jus park at one carpark n guess wat , he jus took out his car mag n read n read ... he tell me to read with him too , but cars , i read a while oso dunno wat they talkin like tat ... so at first nvm , i jus put my head on his shoulder when he reads ... den after tat , we got talk talk n hug hug , but is jus after a while , he took out tat mag to read again ... i tot he jus finish readin the whole thing den he took out ot flip back again , tis time totally ignorin me like tat ... so i have to wind down the window n jus look at scenery ... he din even say anythin ... was reali feelin sad tat time ... he din even look at me la ... so on the way when he is drivin back to singapore , i was reali damn quiet , those who noe me will noe if i too quiet surely somethin is wrong ... so he was like tryin to talk to me but all i give back was some one word ans ... he ask me y i so quiet , oh my , he still dare to ask me y i so quiet ... nvm , i jus say i got nothin to say ... so the whole one hr , i was reali very very quiet ... n the whole car is onli fulled with music ... at the end he tell me to say somethin , i say wat can i say , den he say r we to the stage tat we cannot find any topics to say ... the truth is we r not , but i jus dun have the strength to talk tat time , i was feelin emotionally tired ... got one part he was pissed of by mi got a i got alot of msg comin in , den he suddenly jus very fierce tell me 'dun need to put ur hp in the bag la since u got so many msgs' ... once again , i am pissed ... nvm ... den is when eatin time it got a little better , i start to at least talk a little ... den later we jus park at the car park again n he ask me wat happen jus now lor ... got better in end cos i voice out my tots , but actually not reali pleased how he deal with it ... i dun wan to mention here how he deal with it , but he jus din say any sorry ... n he think tat he can deal prob with tat , deni afraid he is wrong , tis time i ok , cos mayb is i goin to have pms too , so mor emotional , but still got next time , den i think i will jus request to go hm ... on the whole , yday date was quite bad ... shuld have listen to the coin n stay at hm ...
n kai xin , if u r readin tis , i am sorry i din call back when u gave me a miss call on tues ... i was in the silent mood , so i din heard the phone , den i forget to call back u when i got hm ... den till now i still haven call u ... i somehow noe y u call tat day , i think u wan me to wish bernard myself on the phone ... i am jus so sorry ...
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