Wednesday, November 26, 2008Y
somethin abt LIN XINYING ...
recently , i find out something 'amazing' abt her , jus wan to write it out ...
she is getting weaker ... both physically n emotionally ... she jus wonder how long can she hold on ... mayb one day she will collapse , one day she will jus be gone ...
she starts to have no faith in anythin n anyone ... whether the person is tellin the truth anot , she hates guessing , she hates suspecting , she hates being too sensitive ... end up , she hates herself mor n mor ...
she seems to have no target in life anymor ... nothin seems to reali motivate her ... the dream she wants seem so far n unrealistic ... she cant think , she cant work , she cant even speak up properly ... it's hidden , deep deep inside her fragile little heart tat she oso dun wan ppl to open it up ...
she is tired ... guess tis word jus keeps appearin in her mind everyday ... wat she wants is jus to slp , slp like a sleeping beauty ... but she dun need a prince to wake her up , cos she jus wan to continue slpin forever , eternally , always ...
she is feeling mor n mor lonely ... even when there are ppl surrounding here , she still feel the same way ... does it means tat she needs mor attention , or mayb even attention dun help ...
she getting cold hearted ... is not tat she dun care abt ppl , is jus tat she seems to lose interest in everythin , causing innocent ppl to get hurt too ... ppl tat cares abt her to feel bad too ... n she jus couldnt help it but to continue ...
can an angel come n pick her up ?
pick her to where she shuld belongs ...
8:40 PM
