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Tuesday, November 18, 2008Y
unwanted ...

haiz , cannot believe i am actaully blogging when i am working .. but i think i can only do tis to make myself feel better ... dunno why , suddenly jus feel lost n unwanted ... no one seems to care ... no one seems to be there ... mayb i am thinkin too much ... but i do feel lonely sometimes ... omg ... tis is going to turn into an EMO blog ... haha ... sometimes life is boring , i dun even noe why i shuld b born .. arghh ... recently i am full with pain ... head pain , back pain , stomach pain n some other pain ... gosh , am i dying soon ? do i have an illness ? u noe the struggle between whether to go for check up anot .. go , u will feel happy when u noe that you are still healthy .. but if u are not , den depression ... suicide ... can i wait for the day 11-11-11 to come ...

anw , is too dangerous to ontinue blogging ... shuld blog next time or tonite ... anw , i spent alot on sat .. no mor shopping ... gosh ... 700 bucks ... woah ... 2 ted baker dresses ... bu i muz say .. every girl shuld spoilt themselves with one dress of theirs ... it's so lovely ... i like the 3 tat i tried , but of cos no money for 3 ... actually no money for 2 oso ... but take a risk once in a while ..

heart blue w/ glitter 1:51 PM