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Friday, December 12, 2008Y
friends n some other stuffs ...

recently , sometimes whenever i think of the topic 'friends', it jus make me sad ... it's like everyone is leading their own life , some r still in contact , some once a while still in contact , some totally no contact ... is like whenever i think back like my sec sch times , i miss the days we just always hang around with each other ... see each other everyday n still not sian ... miss the days of the 6 of us in the art room ... i guess tat time reali bonded us well ... i jus wonder , wat if we get married n have kids , r we jus goin to seperate from each other ... it's pretty sad to think of tat ... n poly life ... those times in the studio struggling ... battling with some stupid lecturers ... haha ... i reali do miss all of them ... is there a time machine ? i feel myself gettin unhappier n unhappier as each years pass ... oh man ... will i step on my mum's path ? though reading back my old diary , i noe we r childish n everythin ... but i still miss my sec sch time the most ... all the friends , teachers ... experience , even experience with jasley is unforgettable ... it makes me stronger to face things next time ... haha ... i wan a doremon for my own ... i wan the time machine ... i wan to see wat will i be in few years time ... will i be gone ? will i get married to him ? will i have beautiful kids ? haha , all sorts of qn ... so many ...

wed jus had a small tiff with him ... he say it's difficult abt us ... i think he meant difficult in handling the relationship ba ... i was sad ... cried on tat nite ... sometimes i jus wonder , did i make the wrong step ... shuld we jus stay as friends ? but i reali hopin to have a future with him ... but he say he's not ready for the 111111 thing ... sad again ... it's my hope to get marry young to get out frm the hse ... out frm my mum ... i wonder how long shuld i wait ... but now , i am still happily plannin his bday ... it's a headache ... wat i wan to do cant b done ... shark ... haiz ... i hope i have parents like kai xin ... man ...

haiz ... shall write mor next time ... it's not gd to always blog during work ... haha , ok , i shall go now ...

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